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Date : Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Time : 1:23 AM
Title : Watch the rain with me,



will you?






Date : Monday, June 25, 2007
Time : 11:23 PM
Title : :)



Yes, I'm very much alive and still in Singapore.
And this is the only shot that I've taken for the past few weeks.






Date : Saturday, June 16, 2007
Time : 10:58 PM
Title : Just Right.


more faith in me
more faith in yourself
more faith in us






Date : Thursday, June 14, 2007
Time : 8:23 PM
Title : Cranky!



Stuff people (read: people like Gillian) do in the middle of the night, especially when weariness plays a major part.






Date : Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Time : 1:23 AM
Title : Pictures!


My Hello Kitty Phone!

Yes, I know I have been rambling on about my Hello Kitty phone in the past few entries, and so here it is! Gil got it for me some weeks ago and she left clues on her blog..hee..and the universal genius me managed to find out what it was!

Her clues:
Something you don't really have a particular liking for.
Something useful.
Something in my favourite colour.
Someone's favourite.
Something.
Actually, there are two things! But I think she forgot the first one. =)

And so, I knew it was going to be PINK and something useful? Yeah, I prefer My Melody any time to Hello Kitty. Heehee..




The wings flutter! And though I turned off the ringer 'cos I didn't want to be disturbed by early calls (from my mum's friends mainly), I woke up to the fluttering sound of the wings when a call came in!! That's how light a sleeper I am..

And also this little bag filled with potpourri! Little nice rose prints on it - which matches my room. My bedsheets and curtains are all in rose design..







Pepper Lunch!



This was way long ago...I think more than a month ago maybe..and we always end up smelling like bean sprouts each time we eat there..Haha..


Lamb Curry Rice

Chicken and Beef





Botak Jones!




Had lunch with Gil some time back at Ang Mo Kio's Botak Jones. The Cajun Chicken was not bad as usual, but the Fish n Chips wasn't that fantastic this time round! The fries were nice!

Cajun Chicken

Fish and Chips






Ajisen Ramen!



Met up with Dap before she went to USA for Work and Travel. So that was like...a few weeks ago too. Heehee..We had a hearty meal @ Ajisen.


Black Pepper Beef Ramen
Crayfish Ramen
Green Tea Ice Cream


I think we were at Ajisen's for quite some time. It was a lazy afternoon after all. The whole place was practically empty except for us. Guess the server thought we were too free that he requested us to do a feedback form for them! Decided to try the ice cream there and it was alright, nothing special. Heehee.







Date : Friday, June 08, 2007
Time : 1:24 AM
Title : Being Random.


A very random post about what I have done for the past few weeks:

  1. I just came back from the airport - My third time driving there since April.
  2. My dad's back from Taipei.
  3. My sister gave me this Stitch key chain from HK Disneyland. I lost part of it today. SIGH.
  4. I baked chocolate chips cookies yesterday evening. The point here is I BAKED. Haha.
  5. I went for some retail therapy with Caro this afternoon - it felt good to spend. But I still need my new heels!
  6. I caught several good movies - Pirates, Priceless, Eternal Summer and Spider Lilies(!).
  7. I lost weight(!!!) but gained it back soon after(SIGH wahaha).
  8. I finally ate Bedok Bak Chor Mee.
  9. I went Tampines IKEA, Courts and Giant.
  10. The tears, the pain, the memories. They still appear, in the middle of the night.
  11. Daphne left for USA some weeks ago.
  12. I fell sick last week and am still coughing.
  13. Someone bought herbal tea for me. =)
  14. I rom-ed. Or perhaps not. I nearly rom-ed. Or perhaps not. I am confused.
  15. I have a new looooveeer AB.
  16. I have a Hello Kitty phone with fluttering wings! Too bad there isn't any My (Little) Melody's. =P
  17. Gil finally sat in my car! With May too! And the 3 of us finally spent some quality time together! Playing Monopoly at my place. Wahaha!
  18. I'm meeting my pretty darling on Saturday!
  19. I am pretty and pretty hard to get. (I can't remember the 3rd one) So that fits the criteria that a 28 years old contractor (With Andy Lau's what and Tony Leung's what huh?) has for his dream girl. Age gap of five years..Sounds pretty decent..Where's the MMS?
  20. I had a fun catching-up session with my sis last Saturday and received shocking news from her! But as long as you are happy..
  21. I haven't been running since 2 weeks ago.
  22. I went to Sembawang Park till 330am. Saw people fishing and singing (shouting?) songs.
  23. I finally found someone who makes me laugh, makes me happy and wants to spend time with me, but am I ready?

If you have managed to read till here; congrats, you've been very updated of the happenings in my life. Wahaha..till then!







Date :
Time : 1:23 AM
Title : Taken from Gil's


Rubberband Analogy

It's been a looooooooooooooong time coming before I have felt this lost. The first time that it occurred to me that no one can understand what I am going through. Really. Nobody at all. Not my parents, not Darling, not even Wei Ling.

But I guess dearest Wei Ling will probably feel very weird. After all, this is the absolute first time that I'm MIA-ing. I seldom do such disappearing acts. Yet, there is a first time for everything, isn't it? =) I just need the time to... think things through (3T).

Wei Ling and I go a long way back. From the first time she bought me BK breakfast, we became fast friends. Although we drifted apart for a while when we first entered varsity, we quickly "recovered" and became even closer than before.

She was there when I first:

Had trouble with Math. (Without her, I wouldn't be a graduate!)
Had my first time at Crystal Jade La Mian Xiao Long Bao. (Along with Jia Min)
Travelled with friends only. (Bangkok with MayMay!)
Went to IMM. (I know you can't believe this, but it's true!)
Drove alone. (And think we mounted kerbs + got really lost)
Went roller-blading at East Coast Park. (Held my hand even though I might cause her to fall)
Had a friend stay over at my house. (You're the first!)
Went clubbing at the (now-defunct) Embassy. (When W held my hand in a clasp! *gasp*)
Had my "high" from alcohol. (Remember I heard Long Island Tea as Ice Lemon Tea? -_-)
Tried Indulgz. (Which sucked, right?)
Set up my own blog. (She did everything for me)
Required a resume. (She did that for me too)
Shared my first mudpie from Coffee Club. (With Huizhen, MayMay and SM too!)

There are many, many firsts. But I hope that this precious friendship of ours will stand the test of time and last throughout the years. I hope that dearest Wei Ling will be there when I have my ROM, my wedding, my kids' birthdays, when I need her, etc.

Our friendship was once described by her as... "rubberband". Now, we only need to state "rubberband" and we'll both giggle. You have been the best(est) friend anyone can have (even if you do disappear from time to time!) and I hope we'll be the rubberband that never, ever snaps.

Loving you always, forever, until rubberbands become extinct,
Gil. =)





The rubberband will never snap.






Date : Thursday, June 07, 2007
Time : 2:23 PM
Title : The Rubberband.


Right, take care, too.



She jumped out of bed and loaded the page. She stared at her screen, moved her cursor to the top right of the page and paused. There was some hesitation. Maybe, maybe, maybe..maybe not. She clicked on the big red "X". The page closed right before her eyes. Maybe this was how things were supposed to be.








The rubberband will never snap. Or so she pretends.






Date :
Time : 1:23 AM
Title : To Me.


What is it that we really want?
Why do I feel that there's still something missing?
Yes, I am and will never be satisfied with you, no matter what.
What is wrong with me?






Date : Monday, June 04, 2007
Time : 5:53 PM
Title : Tonight?


Will update soon. I got a new hello kitty phone and a new Love. Hee. Till then!



And do play this game when you are bored and have all the time in the world! http://www.mcvideogame.com/index-eng.html










Date : Friday, June 01, 2007
Time : 8:23 PM
Title : My Lover AB =P


wat u doin now?
chatting lor
wif HIM
haha nah
with YOU
sure a not
wif HIM dun haf meh
dun lie
don't have
he's not online
wat his email?
haha

LOL
hisname84@hotmail.com right?!
LOL
confirm
hisname_1016@hotmail.com
u like him already!
i gonna have new email
ilovelowweiling@gmail.com



doing what?
lol
thinking of u

awwwww...so sweet
muacks
love u
u love me?

yeah i guess so
really?
yup
if you love me i will love you too
serious ah?!?!
yeah
meet tmr?
to get married?
rom?
yup
fort canning?
ok
time?
hmm 2pm?
sleep enough first
ok
no joke right ling
yup
go together?
you come pick me up?
ok
i pick u up at 130

kk






Date :
Time : 1:23 AM
Title : Of Everything.


I can count the number of times I have been to a hawker centre for this year, and it's less than 5. It's too scary. I don't like this change in me. I don't like the part of me not liking the feeling of sitting down in a hawker centre.



******


You are right, disappointment is sadder than hatred. Disappointment simply makes you feel nonchalant.



******


Sometimes we love someone so deeply, and hope that they love us back the same way too. But we can never be sure, can we? I should be happy, but why am I not? Why do I still fear of the day when happiness will be taken away from me? Why am I so skeptical about LOVE? Why do I go "HAHAHA" when he says he misses me?



******


Perhaps we are like two dogs running in circles chasing after each other's tails. We each want something from the other - something we don't have, or something we don't know we have. Perhaps it is something that we want to withhold from the other, something we cannot give away for fear that the chase will end, and the game will be over. At the end of the day, we only realised that the tail that we have been chasing for years, is in fact our very own tails. And so, there's nothing more to run after.



******


This is the period of my life that I need to come face-to-face with my own ugliness and insecurities. I need to find more things to love about myself, even if they are faults and imperfections.







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