Life's really full of complications. You can either be - in the loop, or out of it. Being in the loop makes you vexed, makes you emo, makes you think harder and unneccessarily. Being out of the loop makes you - basically, a frog in a well - but makes you a simpler person, and perhaps a happier one too.

It gets tiring, being a sensitive and tactful person, having to constantly watch your words.

These few days have been bad. I need to be....stronger.

I don't want to leave, yet. But I feel very restless not doing anything.

You gain some, you lose some. I gain independence, I lose kinship. I gain new friendship, I lose old ones. I gain weight, I lose self-esteem (haha).

Well, I'm still deciding what I want.

Sometimes, I just want to go back, pack my bags and come back. But I shouldn't, should I? I can't just leave like that.