Today's setback #XXXX times. For every setback I've encountered, there will always be this impulse to throw in the towel. To tender and fly back to Singapore, back to my warm cozy room where nothing can hurt me. And it's not exactly helping much when the weather's so inconsistent, getting colder sometimes as the days go by over here. But for every setback I've encountered, I learnt a little more. I learnt when to be tougher, when to speak up, when to keep quiet, when to smoke people, when to act blur, when to not take the blame, when to taiji and not be so stupid to do extra work.

I learnt how to not be myself.

It's only when I reach my apartment, then only can I remove my veil. But I am thankful for that handful of people around. It's them which makes surviving here possible.