7 more months to go if I want to. 6 months and 9 days left to Oct the first. I guess I might be back in late May, for a short stay. A week or so? My mummy is going Taiwan on 1st May.

Quitting might be difficult. How can you leave all your responsibilities behind without a single trace of guilt? I can't. I can't tell my boss that I am not going to continue helping him, when there's no one else available to help him with what I am doing. We're seriously short-handed.

This morning, the message was just so cleared. We are what we are supposed to be and nothing else. Every single trace of ambiguity - with that single act of nonchalance - vanished. With that, I told myself that I should not care so much, too much. For if it's not worth it, I just shouldn't care anymore.