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Date : Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Time : 8:20 PM
Title : What's next?


I started thinking what love is. How do you know whether you are in love with that someone?

Yes, there is of course the fluttering butterflies in the stomach kinda feeling each time I think of him; I will blush when people start to tease the both of us..but does it mean I feel something for him?

Last night, I started wondering why he didn't contact me. I went to bed before eleven, thinking that he might give me a call later and wake me up. I woke up in the middle of the night and checked my phone. There were no messages or missed calls from him. I started to wonder why.

This morning he skyped me:
Morning, silly ling..
Morning..
Morning..busy?
Okay..
Yesterday I went drinking with my friends..drank a little too much..
Oh..


So, that explained everything. The lack of communication last night.


******

My mum called me and I teared again. Couldn't remember why I did so. She has been calling me daily since last Saturday.

I went to my first public bathing house in my life, right here in China. Naked women just walked up and down, as if it was very normal to go without clothes. They bathed, showered, prep-ed themselves. I sat in the sauna for at least 2 hours. It felt really good. There were many activities to be done, gyming, watching some live performances, massages, watching tv (with personal screen and a very comfy couch to sit in). The entire building is self-equipped. There is a club at the first level, ktv at the 2nd level, and even..rooms for guys to call for extra services..it's actually legalized here i assumed..In short, now I understand why people can just spend the entire day there without getting bored.

Reached home late, but not without receiving his sms. He called me shortly after, and we talked for a while. I know what it will be how it will turn out to be if this continues on; but I don't know whether I should continue with it. Yes, I know life's short, we shouldn't worry so much..and I do feel comfortable with him..

And this morning, I woke up..but the first person that came to my mind was you.

On a random note, my roomie has been telling me that her bf's sister is pregnant. Her office's colleague is pregnant. Her office's colleague's wife is pregnant. Now, even her sister is pregnant...
My favourite swimmer, Ian Thrope, won't be taking part in this year's Olympics..

I caught the movie 21 some nights ago at my colleague's place, rather randomly too. The show's not bad. The entire day I was trying not to eat too much..but you can't really go without chips and coke while watching a show eh? The 2 of us finished 2 packets of chips and drank lots of coke. Well, at least it felt good to snack. We caught a couple of episodes of FRIENDS..He bought the entire series..season 1 to 10 I think..for just a little over 200RMB..and am looking to more chips and ice cream and movie-watching for the next couple of months!







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