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Title : 虽然被放弃虽然我愿意

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Title : home sweet home!

going back sin soon! a very short short trip but well, i think i need that break..and well, to prep myself for more stuff when i get back here..

there will be lots of changes when i am back here..less time to slack..should be more focused..

silly us were playing bridge..and well, it's fun la..just hanging out with them..eating peanuts too..haha..i hope it will last and not be a one time off period thingy..don't really want that to happen leh..

will reach sin on the 30th morning..actually will be travelling back with george as well this time round..we nearly wanted to fly via korea this time round but chose beijing in the end..maybe next time i can drop by seoul..

wanted to hang around in beijing but too bad, tickets are really running out fast this october week cos of the national day..am just very glad that i am able to get back sin..nearly couldn't cos of visa issues..

and silly me locked myself out of my apartment this morning..had to call the locksmith to open the door..felt kinda lost when i realised what i have done..so lost that i just sat at the stairway while waiting for the locksmith to come and i sent 3 sms-es to daphne..well..at least i learnt something..

need to go to work tomorrow..sunday..damn sian..and on monday too before i fly back to sin.. =(

daphne, how about taking leave on 2nd oct or 6th oct? actually 3rd oct also can..up to you..

some days i miss you still, some days i don't. maybe i should start taking a log each month and start counting to see whether the days i miss you get lesser or more as the days go by.

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Title : so random..

drank 3 cups of coffee today and i am still feeling very sleepy right now. my final cup of coffee was only at 8pm man..becoming a coffee addict soon..but i won't give up having my starbucks when i am back in sin..hee..

being a coffee addict beats being a smoking addict any time man..one of my colleagues recently started smoking a lot more..he used to tell us that he promised his mum that he wouldn't smoke again..well..most smokers say the same thing don't they..

haven't try smoking before..some day i might perhaps..but i would want to try it out with you-know-who..and not here with my colleagues..remember how i used to be against some people who smoke..i know it's again a matter of choice..

getting very tired every day..exhausted at the end of each day..don't know how much i have learnt each day..trying to put out fires..lessening the workload for george..maybe i can't see my progress yet..quite brain-dead now actually but still here blogging when i can use it for sleeping..but just felt that i need to think about stuff..

been thinking about an issue these few days..going through different what-if scenarios in my mind..haven't come to a decision yet..but well..more or less know what i want..don't know whether i should meet B to get back my stuff cos it's just a matter of time..

should be going back sin soon..a very short stay actually..touch and go kind..actually hoping for 2 weeks but highly unlikely..and 2 days are actually spent on travelling le..sigh..

this time back will feel a little different for me..not saying that i do not really feel like going back but more like..of course there are still things to look forward to..but there are also things which i wish i don't have to face right now..but there's no point in avoiding them..

recently realised that i have grown up a little..just a couple of weeks ago i was trying to not be easily affected by certain stuff such as my roomie..and to actually not be so nonchalant about certain stuff such as work. don't know whether my "detachment" efforts have worked because i realised that there are really certain stuff which i really can't be bothered anymore and it is my nonchalance towards them that actually surprised me. really surprised me at how easily i can get over them or not to get myself affected by them. for example, my colleague asked me how would i react if i happen to see B with another girl. i gave it some thought and replied saying that most probably i won't do anything. he said that i should be gracious about it and go over and say hi. well, i really can't be bothered anymore, at least for now when i am trying to picture that scenario in my mind. can't say how i would react if it really happen la..

my sis told me that there's this sia posting and i should try to apply for it..will think about it..weather's getting colder..need to start wearing jacket already..meaning cannot wear skirt too often to work le..come november it will be all cold again..

found this apartment with 4 rooms..probably going to move in with them if we close the deal with the owner..nice owner who asked us to come along with her to choose the furniture and everything..hee..well..everything will be settled by november..

you know how i always believe in first impression attractiveness aka love at first sight and not those slow gradual liking kinda thing? physical attraction is always a first for me..but well, i have dated a guy whom i wasn't attracted to initially la..so well..but there should always be this FEEL thing you know..like fluttering butterflies in the stomach whenever you think of him or whenever you see him..or heartbeat increasing kinda thing..but now don't have leh..it's more like 日久深情kind leh..moreoever we are abroad somemore..there's always this tendency to fall for people within that close social circle..good to rely on for support mah..but once we get back to sin every magical bit of it will fall apart..is that being too skeptical? Not physically attracted to him leh..

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realised something random when i was going to pee..

hmm..all this while i have been so selfish..sticking only to my decisions, what i feel should be right and what should be wrong and not letting others decide..

what i think should be the most appropriate way to do so for the benefit of everyone..i tried to make sure that everyone has gotten his or her own fairness..and what will make them happier..

but i ended up pushing people away cutting people off shutting people out and not knowing that they were actually willing to stay with me even though it might not be the best for them..in other words, i think for them but the truth is that i am not them..so i would never ever know what they are thinking about..what i feel might be good for them might not be so..

never too late to realise though.. -)

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Title : it still matters..

it just feel the same..emotions appear as fast as they disappear..the best time recently is when the mind is occupied..i actually didn't think about it during dinner just now..but i don't know why the feelings came back so strongly again this time..just when i thought they have diminished..who says it was easy? if only it was so easy to forget..

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Title : Car Ride(s) and New Plans

A quick post before i go zzz..hmm..it has been some time since I have taken the front seat of the car, and not to mention that i am not the one who is driving. It's nice to be driven, isn't it? Not really totally at ease..not really that uncomfortable too. Many more rides to come I think.

We should go for car rides when i am back in Singapore, shouldn't we?

More plans are coming up within these couple of months, especially this month and the next. Everyday is a...how should I say it..there's always more to come, more random stuff flying around waiting for owners to adopt them, nothing less than that. But as the saying goes, nothing too big, nothing too small for anyone to handle in the room.

Let's hope that everything will go according to what I have in mind, and if it doesn't, let me learn something out of it, the way and reason why it must have failed but minus the painful way of doing so pleaseeee. I have enough heartache for the time being to handle any more, right?

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Title : Memories at King's..

"The hardest part is when it is time to say goodbye.
As much as we might like things to stay the same,
change is an inevitable part of life."

Goodbye Farrer..

This is goodbye..

To the rare few whom I have mentioned farrer to you

or even have brought you there,

thank you for giving me the opportunity

to share a part of me with you. =)

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