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Date : Thursday, October 30, 2008
Time : 9:49 PM Title : =) 是我想太多 你总这样说 但你却没有 真的心疼我 是我想太多 我也这样说 这是唯一能 安慰我的理由 happy birthday ling, and now you are here with me, you are finally here, with me.
Date : Friday, October 17, 2008
Time : 9:13 PM Title : Post Birthday Grumblings  The day after my birthday - super tired 'cos i only slept at 2am last night but had to go work today nonetheless..really couldn't wake up this morning..this is my working space for now and my silly colleague decided to take out his phone today of all days and start taking photos when everyone looked super cmi..had a very very sweeet birthday celebration yesterday with my darling colleagues..a supposed-to-surprise-me birthday surprise didn't worked out as planned but it was really very sweet.. first time i had ice-cream cake for my birthday.. =) and also the first time i celebrated my birthday out of Singapore.. thank you to all who wished me happy birthday! ***********  Only my 2 best friends will appreciate this kinda humour.. -_-""
Date : Monday, October 13, 2008
Time : 12:41 AM Title : this sunday is a good day so far. =)
Date : Wednesday, October 08, 2008
Time : 10:21 PM Title : it had to die the day you left
Date : Tuesday, October 07, 2008
Time : 12:39 AM Title : in need of sobriety the euphoric infatuation stage of a new relationship equals dangerous?? cos it dulls the pain but slow the healing? maybe not emotionally stable enough to handle the inevitable ups and downs that come with it. but it feels so good. and cos there's no history to begin with. a distraction; keeping from having the need to experience the full extent of the emotional pain of the previous - a misguided attempt? found so many substitutes in china that it seems unncessary to bring the originals over. bought lots of 3in1 coffee though...my one and only indulgence for now..no one, nothing is indispensible..beginning to accept the reality of that..i can be so easily be replaced in china and once i leave, i don't think they will remember my existance soon after ..that's why...............home is still the best..cos my family wouldn't not want me and my friends are (have to be) stuck with me of course no matter what.. ********  for the intended.
Date : Monday, October 06, 2008
Time : 12:08 AM Title : riddles circles my birthday is coming and i am actually going to NOT spend it in sin..still remember how my 23rd birthday was celebrated.. =)
not really looking forward to that day right now.. oh, i just finally decided to create an account on facebook..since i am back and have nothing much to do..might as well spy on others right? hee..and you know what's the best part? my dearest dearest friend hasn't add me yet despite several nagging from me..tsktsk.. everything felt almost the same being back here..i will be back for good next year..well..i said the same old thing last year right? that i will only be gone for a year? but things have changed and plans have changed. it wasn't strong to begin with. everything seems so blurry right now. i wasn't part of your life, and you won't really part of mine. i started thinking a lot about us, these couple of days, and i actually cried the night i came back. you were, not to deny, my primary source of strength, when i was in china and that's why i really crumpled when you pulled out just like that. just like that. i realised how much i have depended on you, emotionally. and i realised how much you have not depended on me ever since i have left. how out of place i have become that you didn't know where you should place me when i returned. how plans were painstakingly made prior to my return and how plans were changed during my return. it has been a struggle since the day i'm back. and i am still right now waiting for something which will never happen. i just think too much has happened and i don't know how to make things go back to what they were so that's it then? i guess yeah it's often said that no matter what the truth is, people see what they want to see. some people might take a step back and find out that they were looking at the same big picture all along, some people might see that their lies have almost caught up to them, some people might see what was there all along and there are some others - the ones who run as far as they can so that they don't have to look at themselves. "stay and fight, and i will fight with you" ******** I hope it will never end. For all the sweetness that I wish for, I am willing to give up anything for it. Anything. For a memorable night to remember - Of red stars and red shoes. Of silly vending machines. Of the 12 pull ups. Of the promise to reach HSBC suspension bridge with me. Of wanting to take pictures with me. Of the lame jokes that I had laughed at. Of everything. I hope red will remind you of me.
Date : Thursday, October 02, 2008
Time : 11:58 PM Title : 黄海城市花园  welcome...to huang hai cheng shi hua yuan aka yellow sea garden city..haha.. yeah that's the name.. this is the place where i have been living for the past 1 year.. it's a really nice place to be in..of course minus the not-so-clean parts at times..   took this from one of the apartments which we have been viewing thus far..the view is really very nice from here.. can see the sea..
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Time : 1:10 AM Title : emo emo night.. time..will make everything right again hopefully..
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