everyonelovesweiling.

everyonestilllovesweiling.

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Title : silly us.

well there is a 1st time for everything
yeah...
but dun worry...take it in your stride
should be ok soon
besides...you got me arnd...whats the prblm?!
hahahaha
yah lor that's why i msned you this morning what
haha
you sure your gonna be ok?
no
haha
but have to be okay right
(F)....naah flower for you...next time get sunflower for you
wahhhhhhhh
so nice
i wished to be there in S'pore for you...but I can't...but a piece of advice...dun take it too hard on ourself
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anything you need from sg?
you come back to Yantai safely can arldy, engh for me
hehehe
wahhhhhhhhhh
nowadays huh
i think you and g*eorge same pattern one
talk the same way
hang out too much together le huh
haha no lah
just get yourself back tghtr before coming back k
okay
well plus i will be back for CNY ... so next time...i will bring you out ok?
okay!
you alwys say this, but aftr dat fly kite
sianz....
WHERE GOT
never lor
call u dun wanna answer me calls
damn depressing man
aiyah
here ppl putting in effort,,,no response from the other side
hahaha
okay next time i sure answer
better
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anyway i think it's a trade off to work in china
probably can save more but nothing worthy to spend on
yeap true
you can spend on me ?? hahaha
i come back here, i ended up spending unnecessarily
waste my $$ spend on you =P
hey i think i am a good catch k!! worth every penny
haha
hah really meh
yup...you dun think so?
yah lor. rare breed lor
now you make me sound like im sme knda dog
rare breed?? meaning?
i am interested to hear more...hahaha
rare kind lor
as compared to xx and xxxx
aas what a*licia and i always say
i see i see
well dats becoz they r young and hv not been through things that i hv been through
but then, a person's character doesnt change a lot what
i dont think it's cos xx and xxxx are still young
erm...yeah true
they might probably be a little mature at your age.......................but.......
i still think it's the character
oh ok
as in as much experience they can accumulate huh
but then.....there's really so much one can change la
you now must be disappointed how come nvr get a bf like me rite
hahahaha
-_-""
maybe for a change think of me...might help you get over faster...i do have dat knda effect on women
hahahhahahaha
hahahha really?

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Title : 'cos you said so.

i tried to sleep but i couldn't.

i may not be the smartest girl around but i am not dumb. i can be as sensitive as i want to be and to read between each line. i used to wonder why some people just can't see the light out of something when it just seems so clear-cut in the eyes of a stranger.

i guess i know the answer now.

'cos i still chose to believe you. to believe the things you say, to ignore the obvious contradictions. to believe you 'cos you said so.

we can never be friends again. even if i say we could. tell me if i am wrong, but i think you feel the same way too. yes, i'm a walking contradiction too. i never said i wasn't.

we can never be friends again. the day we ended this relationship of ours, i lost a friend in you. and it is this loss which i find it a pity.

we don't even talk.

there are many misunderstandings but it's pointless to clear them up now. i just want you to know that i've never once belittled your importance to me when we were together. and i'm sorry if my actions have caused you to feel so. i'm really not good with words or expressing myself.

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Title : She!

hey dear, i think i am right! that's really the title of the song and the singer is Elvis Costello.

here's the link!
http://mp3.baidu.com/m?f=ms&tn=baidump3&ct=134217728&lf=&rn=&word=Elvis+Costello&lm=-1

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Title : sigh.

i am still up.

just met up with 3 different groups of people in the same night - and came home feeling not so good. my colleagues were the final group which i've met, and they reaffirmed the fact that we might be leaving for china on the 4th jan 2009. there goes my dream of extending my stay in sg all the way till after cny.

i don't know, but i just felt damn sian about it. i guess the thought of taking unpaid leave all the way till post cny is not possible as well.

there's like just a week left before i go back.

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Title : the morning after christmas - where will it lead me to?

been some time since i am out so late. still craving for more of this to come. we went to catch a movie at cine - bedtime stories - not too bad, entertaining. memories memories, they just keep pouring in as we drove along the expressway..miss the old times with the necessary people in my life.

yah la, i still get nervous and all. does it say anything?

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Title : the night before christmas.

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Title : the way forward.

here i am, with everything needed in place, but just a little too late. the big screen tv with the dvd player attached, the perfect number of dvds for us to spend the cold quiet nights together with. you can't believe the no. of times i've thought of you all this while today while sitting in my room. the convenience of being back here for christmas for good, but just a year later. and that's me taken at the seoul airport while waiting for the train to bring us to the arrival terminal.

well, it still feels good to be back, especially when i am happier now.

and that's all it matters.

oh, and i think i really grew up quite a bit.

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Title : Coming back!

reaching this saturday night, 930pm!

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Title : somewhere only we know.

being so afraid. and i wonder why.
one foot forward, two steps backwards. and i will never ever gonna reach to you.

*******

last saturday was dennis' birthday and this big group of us went to have dinner tog at jackies. we headed down to alibaba for drinks after that. been such a long time since i danced that i ended up with a backache and it's still hurting now. lousy..
had lots of fun at alibaba just dancing ourselves silly..doing the china kinda dance moves..

reminds me of the times when i did bowling and badminton with g&g back in the good 'old days and i ended up with muscle aches as well.

it really feels so different this time round as compared to the previous. the previous was a more subtle kinda feeling..

okay. to bed early tonight. and my lower back is still aching. sigh.

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Title : Kinda.

i think it really feels good when all i need is just one tiny little thing to be the way i want it to be. it makes me happy. the start of everything is always like that, isn't it? just like all things, especially a relationship, no one goes into one wanting it to end, or am i wrong? dennis once told me that, if it really has to end, we have to learn how to get through the unhappiness it has brought with it and to move on. i didn't get into a relationship wanting it to end.

and they were all teasing me 'cos i was all along breaking people's hearts and this time round, i've gotten my heart broken instead.

it makes me wonder whether things happen for a reason, you see, as in fate. i am here and you are here, and no, it wasn't love at first sight. more like a gradual kind of liking..

but sometimes, i would think that the friendship is more valuable to me. I wouldn't want to lose you as a friend. and even though how much i wish to not be here sometimes, i know i will sure miss everything here when i finally decide to leave.

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Title : next stop.

it's kind of weird recently. the sudden consciousness of someone else's existance. it's like you knowing that the kettle is hot but you still want to touch it. it's like being so blind when you are madly hopelessly in love that you couldn't see a thing but once you're out of it everything becomes so cystal clear at once? yeah..i know where it will be heading if it continues like that..and here i am trying real hard to resist it, to not want to touch the kettle, but there i am, not being able to tell myself not to 'cos i am so blind not to see all the bads of it. there will be so many issues to handle if it continues on, from the family especially. and will this magic ever last once we are out of wonderland? at the end of the day, probably what we ought to be looking for is someone whom we can settle down with, someone whom i know will love me and take real good care of me, and someone whom i want to entrust my entire life with. maybe love at first sight is really over-rated. but it really feels so different this time round. maybe because there are more issues to consider. maybe.

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Title : today.

today i felt happier.

just like a load suddenly liften off my mind.

seriously.

maybe it's time.

the snow has made me happier.
the people around me have made me happier.
being with you have made me happier.

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Title : SNOWING!

Heavy snow in Yantai..

this morning..everything went on as per normal..

i woke up and got prepared for work..

checked out the weather and learnt that it has snowed..

at 7am, alicia told me that George called to tell us that

there were no vehicles coming into the area 'cos of e snow..

cars were all covered with snow and it would take some time for

the people to clear the snow and the pathway..

good for us 'cos it means that we didn't need to go to work..hee..

but soon after, George called again to tell us that we had to get our asses to work..

'cos the previous time something similar happened,

the koreans all didn't turn up for work..

and we shouldn't be like them..

so..........

despite our reluctance..

we walked out...and walked and walked and walked..

in the heavy snow...

sunk our feet into the snow..

in heels mind you!

our driver couldn't get his car to work..
but we couldn't get any cabs...

so we decided to check out the buses..

but didn't know which no. to take..

just when we thought all was lost..

we managed to get transportation!

people shoving the snow..

cute kris checking out for buses for us to take..

see that little trail which he has made?

damn cute..

a big truck to shove the snow?

don't really know how effective it is man..

this is me and kiran..

hmm..uj..

my beloved 3 roomies..
alicia, kiran and uj..

okay..i was trying to show how terrible the snow was..
but apparently the locals thought i was just pointing at the tail lights..
and they couldn't understand why i was doing so..