everyonelovesweiling.

everyonestilllovesweiling.

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Title : missing you.

i never knew it would feel like that.

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Title : starbuck-ed.

aye. so this is it.

it's hard to be wrong, somehow.

but it's weird.
it's weird.
it's weird.

when you put two sleep-deprived individuals on a road trip to qingdao.

it felt really different. 'cos it was something i've never done before. us taking a stranger's car down to qingdao. and with the cute part involved 'cos the driver brought along her husband.

well, it's v-day after all.

it's a 3 hours drive away and what we did was to pay 600 rmb to hire a car for the day to bring us to and fro qingdao. the driver waited for us at qingdao while we went round 'cos it doesn't make sense for her to waste $$ on her petrol to drive back and to come again. so her husband came along to accompany her.

we didn't plan to go qingdao on v-day. or rather, i didn't plan to do so. i was asked and i said okay 'cos i wanted to drink my starbucks and to get out of here, even if it's temporary.

and so, i drank my starbucks. green tea frap.
and had my right wrist held for the longest time ever.

and it really felt different. it's one of the most exciting and memorable v day i've experienced in my life till now. for all the little snippets which had happened yesterday. :)

and i guess i will just go with the flow.

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Title : you are.

you are strangely attractive and yet so.
you are strangely attractive and yet so irresistible.
you are strangely attractive and yet so annoying.
you are strangely attractive and yet so hard to understand.
you are strangely attractive and yet so distant.

you're strangely attractive and i'm trying to pull away.

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Title : the first sunday that i am back.

i was busy with - washing clothes aka selecting clothes to throw into the washing machine hanging my washed clothes mopping the floor cleaning the toilet tidying my room which was in a total mess. these are the things which i usually don't do back in singapore. gl once told me that the reason his sister left home was 'cos she wanted to grow up. as for me, well, i haven't figured out mine yet. of course i've grown to be more independent over here, but everything seems to be what they are whenever i am back in singapore. i guess some things just don't change. i guess i haven't changed in that aspect. i still want to be that pampered daughter at home.

talking about food, i have totally no appetite for ynt food you know. i have been eating like a rabbit these few days, relying on my scarce source of singapore food supply - it is really getting pathetic. i guess it will take some time to get used to ynt food once again. i even had ajisen on saturday which was one of the cleanest safest food around. not really that daring to venture out and try the usual food which i take after that food poisoning incident. well, it is really not enjoyable puking, especially when you just puke water out..

i realised that besides k, there are a couple of people here whose initials start with k too. just on saturday, well, this guy, k, how should i put it; he came and talked to me again. why do i say again? well............

i guess charisma is really..you are simply born with it or you simply do not have it. some people just simply have all the charm in the whole wide world and can just walk away like that. you get it? no matter how much he has done to you, how much unhappiness he has once brought to you, and how guarded you are towards him and how you have built this wall of self-defense around him, the moment he appears, everything just simply vanish, just like that. k just happens to be such a person. or so he assumes.

but he's really funny la. 'cos i've been ignoring him (stopped talking to him) for damn long. then when i finally replied his msn message, the first thing he said was, "finally willing to talk to me huh?" and i said "yah". and the next day, he pretended to pop by my office but the fact was that he wanted to come in and talk to me. it's either he's really a very bad actor or i'm simply so good at reading people.

we spoke like old times, with the occasionally flirting involved that even my colleague couldn't stand us. well, harmless fun i guess. we spoke as if nothing has ever happened before. was it supposed to be like that? perhaps i could do so, just like him. i teased him for the silly things which he has said or done and he, in return, did the same. well, i guess even players deserve to be credited 'cos they, at least, make the effort to remember things about you. k is apparently a player 'cos he erm had a fling with my colleague's gf when he was not ard la. but it's not up to me to judge i guess.

hmm, this k here is the guy who was there for me when i just broke up with my ex-bf. he brought me out watched movies ate dinners talked to me on the phone till we had no $$ left msn-ed skyped me daily and also asked me to be together with him la. but i didn't want to 'and we stopped talking. but i also know that nothing will ever happen between us again, 'cos i know k wouldn't allow that. he will make sure that i wouldn't get myself all messed up. :)

on a sidenote, i'm planning to go qingdao this weekend for starbucks! and eh, it's v-day as well this saturday!

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Title : 容祖兒 - 心淡

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Title : silly us.

sigh..what to do..different people get different kind of treatment lor..
of course..haha..
yah lor..forget it lor like that..
eh..gl what..
yah la..cos it's gl..that's why the different treatment lor..
understood..
haha
no la..
where got..
i'm nicer to you lor..
serious meh..i don't feel it lor..
maybe not nice enough..
still need more..
hehehehe..
HAHA
sure
you wait
sure got
still need to wait one ah..cannot now meh?
wahahhaha
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yah lor..what to do..everyone wants to hang out with me..
wahahaha
LOL
yah yah
you dont want to hang out with me meh?
maybe?
actually you also no choice
cos we are together
cannot escape from me..
true
orh..so you're saying that you rather be left alone lah..and don't need me anymore la..
hmm
can try
okies lor..start from now lor..
byes
haha
ehhhhhh..
just kidding la..
you know me what haha
no i don't want to know you..excuse me ah..why are you still msning me ah..
i very petty one you know..
really ah
okay lor
then how?
then just hug me later lor
what else can you do..hahaha
like that ah
then okay lor
dont msn lor
haha
wahhhhhh!!
okay fine..since you want it that way.. :(
okay
what to do
someone sure really got attitude problem lor..
want to talk to me..but actually like don't want to..
what to do
weird people are like that
want to go out with me..but also act like don't want to..
HAHAHAHAHA
how lah like that..you tell me
hopeless care right this one..haha
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hmm
you know that day he spoke to me la..
he said that he feels that what i am worrying about is my importance in this team
like how impt a role i am playing
yeah that's what i was going to say as well
why leh
i don't know..general feeling i guess..
maybe you don't think you're impt to the team
or you don't think that you're capable enough..
well, isn't everyone impt?
yeah of course!
you're the most impt to me!!
wah!
but i guess i also know that when someone leaves..a subsitute will come in..
that is inevitable..
i tell you sth k..
my sec 4 chinese oral..damn power k..
cos the topic was about overseas schooling vs local schooling
then i said i prefer to be educated locally
cos at the end of the day, when you are schooling abroad and when you leave,
the space which you've once occupied will be somewhat replaced as easily as you have once occupied..
then the chinese teachers looked at me in awe k..haha
wahahha
good theory..
well it's evitable what..
cos in spore everyone is dispensable..
that's how our society is..
hopefully you will make up your mind soon..
anyway i gtg now..
don't think too much about me ah..
haha
okay i wont..
wahah
no you should!
why should i?
go out la you..haha

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Title : food poisoning!

i was down with food poisoning yesterday. i puked and had diarrhea as well..like what my colleague said..she has never occurred 2 symptoms at 1 go before..likewise..i have never too..i think i puked like 5 times and went to the toilet like 3-4 times.

best part? i lost 1.5 kg.............of water though. haha..i didn't eat for 24 hours..my roommate cooked porridge for me last night but i didn't have the appetite to eat.. :( i really don't know what i have eaten which has led to my food poisoning..anyway, i was craving for ribena..but don't have..then my roommate was so nice that she got me the ribena pastilles as a subsitute..heehee..and i was simply craving for sweet drinks...there was only sprite in the fridge..so i drank that...after which, i went to google and realized that people actually drink sprite to make their food poisoning better! how co-incidental is that!

did it make me feel better? hmm...a little i guess..

and i was actually home-sick......................'cos of yesterday's. if only i was at home...i would be pampered as a princess (oops!). yah lor..yesterday i felt so alone even though i had caring colleagues..and i told myself that i wouldn't want to suffer from those prolong illnesses when i am old..the feeling is not very good..you feel so weak..physically mentally emotionally..and it was just food poisoning and i couldn't take it already..heehee..i am not that strong as i thought i am..

and it so happened that there were so many phone calls yesterday..my boss called me from singapore as well, from a forest. -_-"" he was doing his re-service la..and he wanted to know whether we are all okay.

beginning to start to get used to being back here, but as what you have seen, my body still need some time to adjust to the not-so-clean food here. hahah..

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