Date : Sunday, February 08, 2009
Time : 9:42 PM
Title : the first sunday that i am back.

i was busy with - washing clothes aka selecting clothes to throw into the washing machine hanging my washed clothes mopping the floor cleaning the toilet tidying my room which was in a total mess. these are the things which i usually don't do back in singapore. gl once told me that the reason his sister left home was 'cos she wanted to grow up. as for me, well, i haven't figured out mine yet. of course i've grown to be more independent over here, but everything seems to be what they are whenever i am back in singapore. i guess some things just don't change. i guess i haven't changed in that aspect. i still want to be that pampered daughter at home.

talking about food, i have totally no appetite for ynt food you know. i have been eating like a rabbit these few days, relying on my scarce source of singapore food supply - it is really getting pathetic. i guess it will take some time to get used to ynt food once again. i even had ajisen on saturday which was one of the cleanest safest food around. not really that daring to venture out and try the usual food which i take after that food poisoning incident. well, it is really not enjoyable puking, especially when you just puke water out..

i realised that besides k, there are a couple of people here whose initials start with k too. just on saturday, well, this guy, k, how should i put it; he came and talked to me again. why do i say again? well............

i guess charisma is really..you are simply born with it or you simply do not have it. some people just simply have all the charm in the whole wide world and can just walk away like that. you get it? no matter how much he has done to you, how much unhappiness he has once brought to you, and how guarded you are towards him and how you have built this wall of self-defense around him, the moment he appears, everything just simply vanish, just like that. k just happens to be such a person. or so he assumes.

but he's really funny la. 'cos i've been ignoring him (stopped talking to him) for damn long. then when i finally replied his msn message, the first thing he said was, "finally willing to talk to me huh?" and i said "yah". and the next day, he pretended to pop by my office but the fact was that he wanted to come in and talk to me. it's either he's really a very bad actor or i'm simply so good at reading people.

we spoke like old times, with the occasionally flirting involved that even my colleague couldn't stand us. well, harmless fun i guess. we spoke as if nothing has ever happened before. was it supposed to be like that? perhaps i could do so, just like him. i teased him for the silly things which he has said or done and he, in return, did the same. well, i guess even players deserve to be credited 'cos they, at least, make the effort to remember things about you. k is apparently a player 'cos he erm had a fling with my colleague's gf when he was not ard la. but it's not up to me to judge i guess.

hmm, this k here is the guy who was there for me when i just broke up with my ex-bf. he brought me out watched movies ate dinners talked to me on the phone till we had no $$ left msn-ed skyped me daily and also asked me to be together with him la. but i didn't want to 'and we stopped talking. but i also know that nothing will ever happen between us again, 'cos i know k wouldn't allow that. he will make sure that i wouldn't get myself all messed up. :)

on a sidenote, i'm planning to go qingdao this weekend for starbucks! and eh, it's v-day as well this saturday!

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